Monday, May 19, 2008

PS : Shall make it short due to my lazy-ness .

18o5o8 ,
- Met kendra under my place .
- Int to meet Sis &Elisha .
- Raymond's bbq @ bedok .
- Rush ard 2am plus .
- Home ard 6 .

LaughterS &jokeS filled hella much yes ! (:
Great day after all ,
Rotting @ home hm completely Sucks yes .



{ 16o5o8 }
HAPPY 1YR 9MTHS SIS & 8MTHS DEAR .
Sry for the late of posting uhs , shall not say much cause repeating is tired yo (: Going through so much tgt yes , strong &loving uhuhs . Action speaks louder then words right ?. So let me prove it to you both . Our sistership tt nvr ever sink . I Love Both Of You Just So Much !. Soso impt to me yes *

Gladys Goh LX , 2yrs .. Yes , indeed long . We manage to catch up yes &here happily going on . Thanks for your everything , appreciate alot seriously . You knw i love you yes !.

{ 17o5o8 }
Happy 1oMth Yingsi & Carmen .
Muchloves ,

Saturday, May 17, 2008

I'am Back (:

Off to Gladys's place ard afternoon time , getting high enough &rot till 4plus .
Off to cp , met Huiyee followed by Dear &Sister . Went over to platform then Ahlam came .
Hella laughters filled . Off to Rouge , we was the only grp over there i think ?. @@
Real bored &yes , finally more &more ppl came . Then Sherilyn came to meet us .
Waited for sis cause she`s so busying untill 12plus ?, Went in yes !.
Sua-na like } Always ! But indeed fun &high ok ,
Thanks to Sherilyn , Sis &Huiyee . All the way till the end :D
Trance started ard 3plus , chill awhile &went out .
Party end &mac , 711 to chill . All left ard 6 plus while me , baby , ben , hui yee , Sherilyn , daniel &daniel's friend stayed to acc Sis . Awww , heart pain leis ): Forget it (':
All left ard 8 . Bus home w/ daniel .
IMAGINE B-U-S HOMEEE ?. MY BUTT NEARLY ROT yes !
Thanks for acc me home (:


Great day after all yes !.
Much loves ,

Thursday, May 15, 2008

Dear , I lend you my ear &how i wish i could repeat &repeat those advice to you . But WILL YOU listen &take my advice ?. Well , its all depands on you . I'am getting tired &tired of repeating those advice or so ever . I told you many time alrd . On phone tt time doesnt mean i dont want to give you adivce but just orh &hmmmmmm . But deep dwn my heart its rlly painful ok . How many times i've told you alrd ?. Sigh , nvm . Dear , I'AM HERE FOR YOU STILL ., LIKE } ALWAYS . I love you dearly ! . Nth is more impt then YOU! YOU!! YOU!!! (:


Dearest Baby , HAPPY 1MTH ANNI (:



Yes , 16 more hrs &i gonna have fun &like } F-U-N :D

Wednesday, May 14, 2008

Yes , decided not to go sch until june hols end (:
Father gonna be nuts &fly ard spore yo .
It means i'am having hols now leis , cool ~
/ ppl having sch , enjoy uhs :D
Have been slping ard 4am plus nowaday , cool isnt it ?. :D
I cant wait for friday yes !.

Okay , sheryl chong baby sudden pop out at my door ard 9plus .
Then monkey pop out followed by joanne &sherri .
WTHHH , selling ice-creammmmmmmmmm -___- Cute of them .
Yes , being a kind girl , i brought sm from them . Thanks to me uhs ,

- Baby uhs baby , you bloody arsehole love acting cute .
IMissYou leisxzxz ):
- SISTER , more &more sialan laolan alrd hors , fri yes ?!. much missed *(:
- DEAR uhs DEAR , you say fri want pei me whole day de leis ):
Dont disappoint me leis . Loving you so much yo!. Much missed =}
- Gladys Goh AhJie :D Make sure you're able to spent time w/ me on fri .
Muchmissed *
/ yes , YOU :D I knw you'll be reading this . Dont wry my dear . I miss you too (: loves ,


Bye lovelys ,

Tuesday, May 13, 2008

Dear & sheryl baby pop under my blk . When dwn to find them , Sheryl baby went off .
Dear up to my place , bath &rot awhile &off to mac . Done eating &back under my blk .
&Dear went off ard 6 .


Father Mother , Your SUCKS BIG TIME yes ! _!_
nb , you mother father fucker .

Ahgirl uhs , always wanted to call you but yet you didnt pick up the call like more then 2 times . Well , nvm (: I didnt blame you . Yes , we may drift agn but i'am always trying hard to catch up you knw ?. Thinking back to the past was rlly beautiful ya ?. So lets bring it back if we cn , you knw i always love you . Take care alr , i'am here for you if you need me . Meet me up soon alr ?. Smuacks !.

Monday, May 12, 2008

Well , rot @ home all day long . Thank god my sis didnt went out .
Sch tml , god darn . Can i dont goooooooo , dadddyyyyyy ?. (:
Laughs .

Sunday, May 11, 2008

First of all , HAPPY MAMA`S DAY !.

celebrates Mama`s day , filled w/ mama(s) ard &childhood gathering @ Tempines .
Bbq , drink , laughter(s) , jokes(s) hella filled . So so great (: So much fun .
Home ard 12plus .


Mama , though smtimes you're irritaiting , so unresonable , so mother fucker .
But still , you're my mama :D loveyou !.


Once agn ,
HAPPY MAMA'S DAY TO ALL THE MAMA(S) !
:)

Saturday, May 10, 2008

Met dear @ far east &had lunch over there .
Smthing hella spoil our mood when walking to bustop .
Kena caught by H-olly S-hit A-rsehole , like } agn .
Okay , {chill }
Bus dwn to bugis , met shanji papa &co there .
My dear Sherilyn was there too laas (:
A bunch of bugis piang was there tooooo -___- ooooops :
Rot @ 269 till 8 plus &train home .

Past bugis life , so much missed , so wonderful , so much memories ):
Everything changed , totally changed .

/ Dear , ILoveYouuuuuuuu :D

Friday, May 09, 2008

Cab dwn to cappage w/ my sis . Rot @ star bucks &gladys came to meet me.
Nua there till 4plus &walk to cine , brought movie ticket &kill time .
Shows start @ 65o &watch all the way till 9 . Yes , Iron Men * So cool .
Met Dear &Sister after tt , saw ppl tt dont wish to saw .!$&*^@#.!
Rot all the way till 1o plus &train home .


I Love Dear most most mossssst :D
Lastly , not forgotten gladys , Xiaojess &BABY.


/ Love &Lose Smbody .

Thursday, May 08, 2008

Yes , last day of MYE (: Cooool ,
Ends ard 113o , home st8 .
Dear came my place to look for me , rot under blk .
Laughters &jokes fucking hella filled .
My organ nearly flew outta my mouth :D
Dear , you knw i knw cn alrd .
My SCPL baby came to look for us , laughters &jokes filled agn .
Ard 8 , acc dear to bustop then baby when home so am i .
} shall post up pic when dear send me .

Great day after all even though its short whileeeee .
- Dear , Pls pls stay like thisssssz always &as long as we could pull it long (:
Be it gd or bad time , i'm loving &enjoy-ing life w/ you .
Just love you so so much . Yes , keep saying all this sweet talk no use hors ?.
Action speaks louder then words , so i shall prove for you in life .
Sister-ship thats nvr ever SINK . Smuacks ,

- Baby , we cn catch up if we want yes (: You've said &i've said alrd .
So as time goes by , we shall slowly . Love you always , so much . MISSED ,

- Man man uhs :D Here a lil post for you alr . Yes , we may not be close . But so glad that you're giving me words to brighten up my day . Even that day its short while , spending one night w/ you , it's wonderful kay . Nice chatting w/ you lo :} &Rmb , i'm a phone call away only . FOR YOU !. I'am waiting for your call to meet me &gladys up leis , so hurry up sweet . Love you!.




C'mon , gonna share smthing for you ppl .
Was talking to {",} on phone when we suddenly talk about [0.0] . Well , {",} was telling me [0.0] was so-call irritates by her due to smthing &i was telling {",} " heu lan only ! " Then {",} tel me " Cnt laas , i kolian her ugly ! " Fucking laugh my organ out pls !. You ppl may dont understand i'am talking about wht , ask me then :D Even though you may find it lame but to me i find it freak funny . So find out from me &i think you'll find it funny too :D
{",} iloveyou leis , AHAAS .

I dont know what i want , i dont know wht i'am thinking . I-DONT-KONW its the only thing i cn keep repeating ): I want a happy life pls . Nvm , I'll be alright one day . Everything its just the matter of time . Sigh * That problem its still running &running ard in my mind . Every night , nvr fails to brk dwn , nvr fails to drop one tears . [ Yes , even you aint my type , but i just love you so much ): Cling-ing on , Still . Sigh . ]

I HATE BEING NEGLECTED . I HATE !. I`AM TELLING YOU PPL , I HATE BEING NEGLECTED . SO DONT TRY IT ON ME . DONT TRY , NVR EVER . YOU'LL REGRET . Once agn , I-H.A.T.E-B.E.I.N.G-N.E.G.L.E.C.T.E.D ! UNDERSTAND !?. _!_ Dont ask me who i'am referring cause iam not trying to referring to anyone . But just telling you people before you NEGLECT ME . Thanks(:

Wednesday, May 07, 2008

Only one paper tday , ends @ 915 . St8 home .
St8 to bed after tt . Dint get to slp last night .
1st , everynight i'LL brk dwn , idk why ):
2nd , due to smthing , theres rlly no mood to slp .
3rd , acc mother to geylang ard 1am plus .
4th , come back home ard 3am plus &my Sis is like } Home sweet home .
So chat w/ her all tt til morning 4plus , rest awhile &off to sch .

Both sis wake me up in my beauty slp ard 2plus .
Called Serene up &chat a lil while . Prepared &off to twn meet her .
Acc her to claim her phone back , fareast for lunch . Home after tt .


Hell no mood all day long , Hella brk dwn .
Why just cant i lead a happy life ?. ): Why why tel me why .
Real stress , so stress , fugging stress . Having depression every night .
Tears roll dwn &dwn non-stop every night .
wo hen fan !, wo hen fan !, wo hen fan !, wo hen fan !, wo hen fan !, wo hen fan !, wo hen fan !,
wo hen fan !, wo hen fan !, wo hen fan !, wo hen fan !, wo hen fan !, wo hen fan !, wo hen fan !,
wo hen fan !, wo hen fan !, wo hen fan !, wo hen fan !, wo hen fan !, wo hen fan !, wo hen fan !,
WO HEN FANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN ):

Yes , i choose this desicion in the end ): I dont want to . But i've to .
One word , no point )': Baby , i love you still . Yes i do ): I'AM SORRY .
Life still have to go on ): &I'am sure i'llbe alr one day .

SHANICE ANG !, Happy 7Mths (:
I didnt forget nor i'll forget in my life . Yes , we drift , we go our own way . The past is so beautiful yes . So much missed * ): Well , i may not be impt to you anymore , we may not be like the past anymore BUT i'm still missing &loving you So Much . Let's pick a date &spent time tgt alr ?. This is all i ever wanted . I shall wait , Take care Mine .



- Dear , Thanks for the post you wrote for me . So touched reading it (': Yes , we may drift a lil . But promise not alot alr ?. &We shall pull it back real hard , I cant live w/o you leis ): Iloveyou so much .

- Gladys Goh , Always the one standing by me (: Thanks , ily .

Tuesday, May 06, 2008

Sch end @ 1115 tday , st8 home after sch .

Exam , talking on phone , slp = Life .
Ytd onwards , mood has been going up &dwn .
Seriously break dwn , everynight tsunami occur .
Mind has been keep re-peating " Wo hen fan ! Wo hen fan ! "
Yes , one word } S.T.R.E.S.S
Idk why , yes IDK why ):
So much crop up in mind , yes so much .
Can i just bang the wall &die ?.
CAN I LET GO EVERYTHINGGGGGG ?!. ):

ONLY STAND BY ME WAS GGLX . Yes , HER !. Her Her HER !.
Ahjie , i appreciate alot seriously . Thanks so much , iloveyou .
Where's both of you !?. WHERE'S THE BOTH OF YOU !.
One word , Disappointed - D.I.S.A.P.P.O.I.N.T.E.D *

Monday, May 05, 2008

Last night talk alot w/ manman leis , so cute of her :D
Girl , dont naughty anymore . Take gd care of yourself alr. Anything cn just call me.
Loves ,

Sch hella end 24o today !. Fuck Exam . Home st8 .
Spent time on phone &slp in the evening til 9plus .
Bye , gonna slp agn .

Sunday, May 04, 2008

Met Gladys @ hg int . So sry to make you wait agn :x
Then bused dwn to airport , mac for lunch then viewing mall to study .
Ahjie nearly vomit blood when teaching me maths , lol . OOOPS :D
Baby came after tt to look for me , rot til 7plus &bus back to gladys place while baby when city hall to meet his friend . Met Siman there cause she run out of hse . Up to gladys place awhile then off to my place , Manman came my place .

Bye , gonna entertain her ohs :D
Anw , loveyou ahjie &Thanks once agn .
IMissBabay leis IMissSister leis IMissDear leis IMissAhgirl leis ):


MATHS PAPER TML !. HOLLY SHAIT _!_

Saturday, May 03, 2008

Like } finally i get to meet my Serence p.w.c .
Donkey yrsSs hasn`t been see-ing her alrd .
Met her @ twn then off to the-dont-know-wht-place to make her phone ,
fareast to had lunch , Tangs Taka Wisma to walk . Home ard 6plus .

Baobei ahyi , even though its like short while .
But doent regret meeting you leis , loveyou always (:


ytd pic ,




Sheryl CPL } Happy 6Mths !. (: Time flies ya , going through so much tgt . Our own way , Still in the end . I miss the past us , i miss the time when you ton @ my place , i miss the night life w/ you , i miss the time sitting under my blk w/ you , i miss the time when after sch we nvr fails to meet up , i miss the time when we nvr fails to plan where we going like day after &after , i miss time spending w/ you outside , i miss joking &crapping w/ you , i miss the time when you make me laughs , i miss the time when you nvr fails to brighten up my day , i miss the time when you nvr fails to give me anni preziie , i miss the time having prata section w/ you , i miss the time , i miss Every Single Thing That Reminds Me Of You , i miss every moment , I MISS EVERY SINGLE THING . LASTLY , I MISS YOU MOST (': But yes baby , everything change . So sad , so hurt that we drift . So angry when sharing you w/ others . But what cn we do ?. Done its done , we cn nvr change . But right before everything start , we cn change , its just depands on our action . But i know you're spending your life happily &i shall not spoil it . As long as day pass by , time goes round the clock , every wonderful memories , all the love you give , i shall keep them all in my heart . Still standing a place in my heart . Take care baby ,

Friday, May 02, 2008

Before i start my post , yes knew it everytime i change blog skin machiam change pantie sibo ?. Lol , get sick of my skin easily leis . So .. Ya :D

Eng paper was oh-so chicken rice (:
Ends @ 114o &home st8 .

My Dearest Ahjie , GGLX came all the way dwn to bedok to meet me. So sry to make you wait leis , Fuck my mother hors ?. :D Train dwn to MS . Wanted to buy a top from zara but fuck no size . Didnt get in the end ): Walk ard then Baby came to meet me . Rot @ MS till 9plus &train home . Laughters filled , even though its like a-whilee .. but everything is wonderful (:
{ Thanks ahjie , i love you yes !. }
post up pic when she send me .

Nearly lose baby ytd lo, Ooops ):
&Yes , everything is alr , i love baby so much !.





Dear , i dont want to get pissed , drift , quarrel w/ you just because of boyfriend thingy . Yes , you me know its not worth it . Mayby i'am unreasonable to say tt got him no me . But i know you know how i always feel ok . Not only you but i admit i'am treating Jess this way too . She know or dont know it doesnt matters any way . YES , I ADMIT i dont like my Closezxzx Dearest person t have bf . You know wht will happen in the end . I dont want to you know !?. Yes , iam selfish , So What ?. It because i love you leis . But after thinking so much , i doesnt wanna care anymore , the more i care the more hurt i got &the more i'll unhappy . Sry Dear , i just love you need you so much . Thats all i cn say . Xiaojess , this goes the same to you !.

hengjiening , i'am trying real hard now seriously . &This shall be the last time . If everything gonna fails agn , i've nth much to say .


Fuck all Conflicks . Fuck all ximpeh . Fuck all quarrels . Fuck all up &dwns .
Why cant just i've the same like the others having !?. So hurt , So tired .
What i got in return is always horrible _!_ WHYYYY !?. Can anybody tel me whyyyyy !?.


Thursday, May 01, 2008

Dear came to my place in the evening (:
bla bla &rot @ my place til 7plus , mac for dinner &acc Dear wait for bus .
{ pic post up when dear send me }
Dear, iloveyou! ohs :}

Darn , my stomach is fucking cramp leis .
How to take exam tml -___- God bless ,



Ahgirl , lets stay this way we're staying now. Loveyou!(: