THANKS thoes who cheer me up .
SORRY for making thoes ppl worry-ing bout me .
esp Xiaoki Sister (':


while chatting w/ sister at msn , drop my fucking tears agn .
yes , sister , i'll try my best to cheer up alr .
same goes to every one , i shall try my best lurhs .

i felt so dumb to drop my tears every nw &then .

i felt so dumb to fall so deep for you .

i felt so dumb to wait .

i felt so dumb to belive .

i felt so dumb for being dwn every nw &then ever since the day .

why ? BECAUSE I LOVE YOU .!

you know ? ya , you knew .

but did you care ? you just fucking bkl .

nvm .. nvm .. nvmmmmmmmmmmmm .

why ? why ? whyyyyyyyyy ? )': why ? why ? whyyyyyyyyy ? )': why ? why ? whyyyyyyyyy ? )': why ? why ? whyyyyyyyyy ? )': why ? why ? whyyyyyyyyy ? )':
why ? why ? whyyyyyyyyy ? )': why ? why ? whyyyyyyyyy ? )':
why ? why ? whyyyyyyyyy ? )': why ? why ? whyyyyyyyyy ? )': why ? why ? whyyyyyyyyy ? )': why ? why ? whyyyyyyyyy ? )': why ? why ? whyyyyyyyyy ? )': why ? why ? whyyyyyyyyy ? )': why ? why ? whyyyyyyyyy ? )': why ? why ? whyyyyyyyyy ? )':


25766.826 !
TEL ME WHYYYYYYYYY !

boos .
i went to sch yeahs .
&i'm not boring laas , got my ass acc me lo .
laughters filled when ever she's ard ;D
&yes , i passed my eng ?. lol .
no wry .
sch ends at 1pm .
went home changed &prepared.
off to taka , pass my sis thing &went cine .
shanice heartheart &amicell baobei dardar came dwn fetch me.
&the rest was at kbox.
nvm lo , they went up while me &nicholes acc caslyn at her work place (:
so long din saw her alrd laaaa , & i miss her cn !.
bout 6 they finish singing , cab dwn to dwntwn met zhenghui ahcute.
&off to her chalet .
rot til 8plus off w/ joanne &sherri .

tot i dont want lies &fake hope.

wht i get in the end ?

fake hope &lies .

not enough , here i'm so dwn yet you happily smiling laas .

boy, since you bkl ..

i shall stop everything .

SIGH .

went to sch tday (:
&wht ? i spent the whole period to slp.
din rlly care much bout my marks.
report sick during recess &went home.
qiaoting &grace didn't come &i'm so lonely laas.
&not more then 2o ppl went cn ?. laughs *
nvm yeah , tml tingting get to acc me lo!.

got meeting tday &yet i cant go cause sis is sick yeahs.
aiyoyos ~~

} baby, i dont want fake hope pls )':

yes , i'm waiting .

sighs ,

why why tel me whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy :(

agn &agn , agn &agn , dropping my tears behind the screen.

does it help me getting you ? NO .

how long more ? 2days ? 2mths ? 2yrs ?

the fact is,

you dont know anything . cause you wont be able to read wht i'm writing .

so wht's the point writing so much when you dont give a darn ?

sigh .

PPL , SLAP ME HARD .

i want bang wall agn laaaaaaahs .

T.T

why i just cant fucking happily smiling ?

why the only thing is just being so fucking dwn ?.

sigh ~

wake up ard 5pm plus .
yes , i'm rotting at home .

hell babe ,
listen alr ?.
my mum doesn't know i ton ytd .
cause she stay over night at my aunt's hse .
so .. when i sudden heard his voice at the door step ,
my heart machiam machine gun cn ?
nvm lo , he cant beat me or cao gan me . why ?
cause he doesn't want my mum know .
if she knows , my hse is gonna like MOS .
techno r&b all ard the hse :D
then since he cant do anything ...
wht he did was ..
dad : " meimei , you arsehole ! "
i went um-chio cn !. LAUGHS MY SHIT OUT !


HAPPY 3MTHS ANNI -

girl , i've been saying almost the same thing for 3times :D
so , rlly thanks for ur everything .
& I LOVEEE YOU ENDLESSLY !*
H.J.N } a gift from heaven .

baby baby , when will you be mineeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee? )': IMY IMY IMY.

met xQueen special &sheryl cutie @ bugis .
then went bigbird met kailee everything xiaojess sister xiaoqin sister ..
ah hou ahgong &co.
then much more ppl came.
went fusion rot for a long long timeeee .
went street for sm lj taiji .
then rot outside mos .
blablabla back to street for taiji agn .
&i'm oh-so sry to all the ppl ard me yeahs ,
esp my 3BL Sisters . boo , thanks alot ohyea .
then went 269 drink .
xiaoki sister told me sm thing &i went crazy .
drop my fucking tears &keep banging wall .
alr , so sry my dearS for making ur wry .
&thanks for all the care &concern ppl .
rot at playground for long time ..
ard 1o plus almost all the boy went chalet &the girls went to street .
waited for calvin &co .
then train to summer set .
went high w/ my ladies on the way cn . LOL .
reach &went singtel underground club .
okay , firstly , IS SUCKS . I PREFER DXO CN ?
on lj song , on lj light , gt lj fashion show , lj magic show .
many lj taiji .
&most of them didnt get to dance cn .
we regretted , yes .
but in the end , fucking high laa , laughs *
went dancing till 3plus .
rot outside singtel building see show ehs ?. laughs .
awhile more me xiaojess sister sofia bro cab to CQ while my Sisters all went chalet.
sry sisters if i did ps ur alr , but your shld know why i went CQ .
met yanming &co .
rot for a long time &cab home ard 6plus w/ alson &2more frens .


i love ppl ard me sososo-much laas :D
&yes ,
thanks for those ppl who cheer me up .
sorry for making those ppl are worry bout me .
thanks for ppl who help me w/ sm thing ohyea , esp xiaoki sister (':

baby, dont give me fake hope pls .

everyone ard me know how much i love you ,

if you happens to know how much i love you ,

yes, i'm glad .

i wanna be the one who lay on ur shoulder (:

SIGHS )':

n.a.t. n.o.s.l.a. e.r.o.b.a. i *

yes , i'm waiting .

Why why tel me whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy !

)': )': )': )': )': )': )':

met carmen ahgirl &sheryl cutie at bugis.
walk ard street .
met orhboy .. kelly sister &blabla.
thanks orhboy for the top yeahs.
then went bigbird for lunch.
shanji papa &co came.
rot awhile &off to street .
WOW WOW . 25766 is fucking cute cn (':
blabla at street then went arcade met jiaer deardear xQueen special &co.
papa &co came.
rot rot uh uh ,
then went fusion rot for a long time.
then off to bigbird.
fiona came &off ard 8plus w/ ahgirl special &cutie.



thanks lady ahgirl sweetheart for cheering me up yeas .
loveeees .
oh yea , i cant wait for tml tml tml .
bugis chalet &clubbing :D :D
lalalaaaaas .

ai ni zhen xin ku .

ku le bu tai biao wo hui de dao ni .

loving you how much it's goes back how much i hurt .

day past &past . how long cn i chained you in my heart ?

it's goes the same , stil , you're not mine .

alas , fook .

ohyea .
chinese paper tday .
listening was like SUCKS ?.
any ohow shade one of the ans &off to slp.
wake up & wht ? time end .
&my chinses paper is completely BLANK !
): i feel useless this time .
not trying or wht .
&walking out of sch my tears just feel like dropping cn?.
Hais . if i get's to retain * touch wood * ,
i shall stop studying . roars .

sch ends at 9 &off to home.
slp &orh boy called.
talk for a long time &prepare .
off to bugis about 1plus .
saw joyi ahdarl &cynthia .
rot w/ them at bigbird..
ah hou &orh boy came.
jiaer deardear , eric & co came.
rotted at big bird till 5plus &cab off w/ ahdarl &cynthia .
laughters filled , i swear . :D
& thanks ahdarl &cynthia for the cab ohhhhhhs . muchloves !

baby baby , when will you be mineeeeeeee?

)':

alr , enjoy last sat pics ~~

there's more .. but sudden cant upload.

EOA paper tday .
was alr lurhs .
ends at 113o .
bused dwn to TM meet Carmen ahgirl.
while waiting for her , i'm just fucking not okay cn )':
ahgirl came &bused dwn to airport .
makan at mac then went viewing mall rot .
talk laughs alot even i'm just so freaking dwn .
&i knw , i just cant stop thinking of himmmmmmmm .
)':
ohyea , bused back to TM bout 3plus &train home.


ahgirl , thanks for ur everything .
cheer up pls .
i love you alot alr :D
boos , i miss my BAOBERHS LADY .
i miss my PRECIOUS-EST SISTER .
i miss dance floorrrrrrr .
ohyes , i miss 25766 :D alot alot .

loving you so much is how much hurt i got .

boy , i understand ..

but continue doing nth , nth will happen too .

SIGH ~ how long will this take ?.

if it's goes longer , i just cant take it anymore cn )::

baby baby )': ai ni hao xin ku .

shld i ? yes or no ? )':

imu imu imu imu imu imuuuuuuuuu x'(

&yes , i love you , so so much .

maybe , you just dont know (':

I'm so dwn dwn dwn ):

baby, the only thing is to make me start smiling &being happy .

just one &only thing . ur msg , ur call )':

but i know , is impossible .

T.T

boo yeahs .
eng listening &cpa paper tday .
&& WHAT THE HELLL ?
i used most of all the time slping cn ?.
only rmb tt i did sm qs &went back to slp .
listening was like ,, listen till slp cn ?.
ROAR . first time siol ):
&taking a pen writing my name it goes no energy laas .
was like dying soon cn .
gek xim laaaas .
* scream , whtever .


oh ya .
ytd night bout 9plus went to bugis meet my dearest sister , wife &xingan :D
kor , papa &co ws there .
reach home bout 12 &&&&........
quarrel w/ mother .
fone nearly kena confiscated .
FUCK YOU MOTHER FUCKER .
but i know it's my fault , but dont little thing take my foneee laaas .
fook it .
bor bi nth happen todayyyyyyyyyyy ~~


lady lady iloveyou (:

day past &past .

love you more &more each day .

but i'm rlly afraid one day i'm the one who gets the pain laahs .

baby baby , when will you be mineeeeeeee? ):

sigh *

i'm not okay )': ]'= )'= ]': }'=

goshhh ~
maths paper tday ,
&wht ?. tikum tikum do not more then 5 qs in both paper ..
the rest , LEAVE BLANK :D
yeah yeah , maths is forever sucks to me .
&it's blank for 2yrs alrd :P
all the best to my tcher who mark the paper :x


ohyea , my mind is full of dxo memories last sat .
&i cant wait for 27th , singtel club :D
me &lady hope both of them will go ehehs !~

Lady, cheer up pls .

if you're be able to let go of kid , i'm sure you cn let go of this bustard .

i want you to smile &be happy like wht you used to be.

i know you love him , but i'm sure you'll let go one day ..

unless , you , to stop thinking bout the past nor anything tt include bout tt bustard.

girl , sm times , we doesn`t need guy ard .

&i want you to know tt , you gt me , is contented alrd alr ;D

kai xin lurs * sayang .

WO AI NI ! :D

Ahgirl oiieeeeeeee !

i know you'll miss me when i'm away from spore.

for sure i'll miss you more ):

but i'll miss him more then missing you . LOLOLOLOL !.

ahgirl , no matter wht happen , you know i love you yeahs?.

thanks for ur everything esp ur help between me &him.

MUCHMISSED *

baby baby .

i telling myself not to love you so much..

cause it turns to hurt myself as much as i love you .

but , i know , i went crazy over you . i dont know why .

maybe , you dont give a darn yeahs .

but sm how , i want you tt know how much i love you .

): imu imu imu imu imuuuuuu laaaaas .

oh hell babe ,
i cant stop thinking wht happen ytd :D :D :D
how i wish time could turn back yeas?

i miss all my ladies ,
&yes , i miss himmmmmmmm laaahs (':


ohyeah , i'm rotting at home .


HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR YINGSI SWEET HEART :D
loveyou!

boo babe , miss my post yeas?

went lot 1 met jiening lady winnie sister :D
then done w/ our things , train dwn to bugis .
slowly slowly most ppl came .
esp my 3BL sisterS :D
then went fusion for meeting .
{ sry if i did ps my lady &sister ohyea . }
for a longgg time , then 3BL Sisters &Lady cab dwn to parkway .
rot outside mac then went to mall walk awhile .
9+ me lady , shanice heartheart &jiaer deardear bused dwn to DXO.
met Xiaojess Sister ,Winnie sister ..
Jing mei , Kailee , Noelle wify &jiajia xingan .
saw kenneth daddy ! :D { thanks for ur friends ez-link card yeahs }

saw jiaxin girlfriend , panyi , boyster , blabla ..
then rot outside for a long time then all went in .
me lady heart heart deardear kailee went oh-so-lalalaas inside .
&&dance more , getting more hot . bth cn . &hair is darn it messy -___-
but freaking fun laaahs .
dance , rest , dance , rest .

get to dance w/ my precious-est Sister laaas .
even is awhile , bu i treasure it cn .

&wht ? i keep on keep on spotting for him cn ?. Laughs *
&& I WONT FORGET ..
SMTHING HAPPEN TT MAKE ME GO OH-SO-LALALAAS LAAHS .
thanks lady for the help :D :D :D
freaking fucking happy cn !. OMG OMG *
everythings end bout 3 plus .
then rot outside esplanade not long ,
went 711 rot .
awhile more walk to bugis big bird there met kid kor &co.
sit dwn for 5 min , me &lady off to home .
fucking tired , i swear !. zzz


oh hell & heaven .
i've lots fun w/ all my ladies .
muchloves -
& yeah ! my precious-est sister , i love you :D


yi jian zhong qing * yeahh yeahh ~
omg , i'm crazy over him . Laughs *

boo yea .
woke up late & wht ? i din go sch :D
met carmen ahgirl &sherri @ pasir ris mrt station.
walk ard whitesand &brought my handbag .
cor bodoh ! * but i like it .
then amicell baobei dardar came .
train dwn to bugis &met joyi ahdarl awhile outside mos.
chat &went fusion find winnie renee sister &xiaohei .
rot at fusion awhile then joyi ahdarl came.
walk to street meet jiaer deardear , saw xiaoki &co.
talk awhile then walk ard street.
then winnie left to vivo , jiaer renee off to fusion .
then me ahgirl dardar sherri met felicia .
went up street find jiaxin girlfren .
chat for a long time &train home while ahgirl &ppl off to TM.

LALALAAAS ,
cant wait for tml .
muchmissed to all my LAIDES *


alson is cute * :x

sch was alr yeahs.
after sch went cp had lunch at kfc .
saw my Dearest Sister (: SMILE *
done eating &bused home.

my stomach is not feeling well ):

My Dearest-est * Sister , ILY * C:

peeps who dont treasure my care , love &concern ,

i felt so dumb to do tt when ur dont give a darn .

while take it for granted .

maybe , i'm thinking too much .

but who knows ?. (:

maybe i shld change myself , not treating ppl so gd uhuhs ~

PUIS * laughs .

ohyea , wake up late &din went to sch.
carmen ahgirl came my hse here look for me after sch :D
followed by amicell baobei dardar &sheryl cutie (:
rot under blk till 4plus &they off to home .

lalalaaas , love them all .

Happy 3MTH Anni ; Yingsi Sweetheart &Carmen Ahgirl ~ ai si ni men le ! :D

LAST FRIDAY PIC --

boo babe ,
my dear pervert lady is waiting for me to post .

sch was alrd but i'm kinda tired cn zzz
Roar *
home after sch :D
gd girl wanna-be .



Happy 1 Yr 2 Mth Anni , MY DEAREST SISTER & Happy 1Mth Anni , SPECIAL .
I'm glad &no regret knw-ing both of you.
I'm having a wonderful life ever since ur step in .

esp XJ , yes ' we go through up &dwn .
Still , we're stil as close as before .
no matter wht came between us ,
my dear ` you're stil as precious as impt to me as before .
ILoveYou , yes I Do (:
more then others does ~~

my precious-est &wonderful Sister i ever had :D

&special , wo ai ni ai ni ai si ni !

ohyea :D
sch hols *
met carmen ahgirl at simei mrt platform then train to bugis.
walk ard juntion &jiening lady came.
ohdear , cheer up *
went street shop &ahgirl brought me a top &both of us brought lady a top(:
finally me &lady gt the same top when we wanted it for long.
hell man , i love it . thanks ahgirl , loves *
then went outside mos met xQueen Special Jiaer deardear &eric.
walk to fusion &rot. joyi ahdarl came.
went to buy hk then ahdarl left.
then back to fusion met xiaoki rebecca &co.
rot at fusion for a long time .
then went street walk ard then off ard 7plus to home w/ ahgirl , special &lady.

sch tml -____-
SIAN ~


i love all my sister :D
&&ahgirl , thanks for ur everythings. lovessssssssssss *


LADY, CHEER UP.
I LOVE YOU , &DONT FORGET , NOMATTER WHT YOU GOT ME.