today?. maybe is not a gd day for me nor for my loved ones.
was planing either today go out sat jui dont go out.
but for the sake of missing baby, i went out TODAY!.
&what?.
parents kpkb?. baby leis?. HAIS.
early in the morning jui kena wake by gladys z
zz&is just 7plus in the morning .
LALALAAS.
went out ard 930 off to gladys hse there de clinic meet her,clynston,alvin&shaonan.
acc gladys see doctor ~
while waiting ... alvin was kinda funny okays.
making us laugh until bth?. i cn say.
see finish then went up to gladys's hse.
rot there for a long tiem then clynston &shaonan went point.
left me gladys &alvin.
awhile more acc gladys to amk to find sky.
but who knows?. he stil nvr nvr ever appear.
[ ahjie, is ok. cheer up alr!. ]
stay outside sky hse for bout half hr?.
then bused to point.
tot baby was there =(
sadded ` no one was ther laas!.
&i cant even find baby or contact him ok!. grrrrr *
awhile more alvin went home &left both of us.
saw christ &was kinda happy.
tot cn find until baby, but stil!. a no x'(
mood started to went very low.
was thinking i came out just to see him &if he was there,
i might be able to acc until 9+
who knows ?.
christ told me sm thing then started to cry .
drop tt thing ~
ilana &co came followed by xiaobee.
then rot with them ard blk &point(:
then ilana &co left.
left me,christ,gladys &xiaobee.
went up to carpark done sm thing high :DD hohos!.
i dont know anything ~~
christ dont know go where.
then xiaobee talking to her fren at carpark.
so me &gladys went point to find ken then back to blk.
gladys &ken stay at blk then me &xiaobee jui go carpark :DDDD
while more went back to blk then ken left.
send xiaobee to ilana's hse then me &gladys jui bused home.
mood was fcuking low i cn say.nearly cried at bustop ~came out today just to find baby, YET i cant even see him.just like tt go home &come out for nth.ohh gosh !. im going crazyyyyyyyyy ~half way huihui msg me saying bout baby. nvm ` drop.
asked me want to meet at point not,
jui anything lors. since maybe stil cn see until baby.
walk a big big round to lend money from mother's fren.
then cab to point meet huihui &melx.
was kinda gan jiong but who knows?.
i reched first then them.
talk to jiaxin ehs?. HOHOS. lol! :D
then cherie,xueting &co was there too.
huihui &melx came jui talk awhile jui went up to ilana's hse.
went up talked to xiaobee.
while more me &huihui went under blk rot.
xiaobee came (:
she went up melx came dwn.
then asked ken come find us.
followed by guan cai co.
guan cai so funny laas!. LOL!.
then did sm thing high agn * done it alot of time laas. today
zzzslowly all left then left me huihui &melx.
then off ard 9+ then cab home.
reched home ard 1o then jitao online &blog.
now my head was fcuking pain &giddy cn?.
ROAR ` &im not in a very gd mood =(
HAIS *
&today totally is a bad day for me ~
ohh fcuk!.
huihui &xiaobee ;
smile always okays &dont think too much.
there's stil many ppl care for ur.
ken , thanks for ur help &all tt okays.
dont nortty agn laas *
BABY , i really dont know what to do.you making me fcuking worry cn?wanted to tel you much things.but ur card jui shi no money.&was fcuking hard to contact you.2days alrd leis , & im looking forward &count.if you cant afort to feed me, i dont mind de lors.&even if i also cant affort to feed you, but i wil try my very best lors.&what happen ytd night all tt is really make me fcuking sad &disappointed cn?.ytd night cried is alrd enough but today you make me cried agn.i want this to last long. &i really mean it cause i do really love you alot&you really mean so much to me okays.even those ppl keep saying blablabla , but i dont give a darn okays!.baby!. i miss you alot laaaaaas )))'x&i really dont know what to do.where are youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu ?.