start of sch, ohh is sucks.
wake up &was thinking...
shld i go or not?. hais.
tot of going sch, my hearts always beats so fast.
early in the morning on the way to sch it rrly makes me feel like crying.
baobei msged me when i'm in bus. nearly cried but i ren okays.
msg baobei &she replyed. i saw le jitao drop tears.

after sch actually meeting baobei, but hard to contact her so didn't meet alrd.
so went home kinda early.

give me work!, i swear i gonna quit sch *
ppl, have any work intro pls contact me okays!.

whole day, &even now.
not even a laugh or smile.
the only thing tt is my eye couldn't stop tears rolling dwn.
cn i kill myself???????.
but i was thinking, where wil i go after tt?. tt's only my fear.
if i would knows where m i going.now, i wont be able to type this post.
i'm tired of everything.
let me stay at thailand, i'm oh-so contented.
my life... is getting boring.)'x