ya , sometimes , ii really don't understand.

looking ard in frenster , reading ard ppl's blog.

looking on theirs frenship / sistership ~

ii was thinking , why they all so happy ? spending time tgt happily ?.

kinda envy the sistership they have .

as for myself ?. what sistership i have ?.

always tot why cant i just have a sistership just like them ?.

i always &always tell myself tt ii DO really treasure this sistership.

but ur dont seems to know.

only knows what ? i treat my other gans or sister as no.1 in my heart.

maybe ? ya. i admit. but tt doesn't mean ur dont stand a place in my heart.

i know some thing tt i shouldn't know .

i dont wanna say out because quarrel is not fun to me .

to you , i bet too yea?

only knows how to listen to one story .

yet dont listen to another story .

&tt really cuase alot of misunderstanding &quarrel.

dont like anything ?. or whatevr ?

just tell me .

what for talkok bout me behind my back ?.

i dont mind giving up this sistership *

because i know w/o ur , i'm not alone .

i still have lots of ppl who care &loves me .

i can start a new sistership if i want ~

i'm sick &tired of this sistership .

yes ! i swear !~

i have enough , really .

is really hurts me alot .

sweet talk infront of me yet talkok behing my back *

c'mon ! tt's not fun ok .

being a sister &lie to me .

make me a fool all awhile .

I HATE IT ! BYTCH-S ~

if tt referring to me , all tis is what i'm gonna say.

if is not , then the best ! better is not .

but i knows something bad is going happen .

i dont need this kind of sistership * really .

i stil cn carry on with my life w/o ur *

&maybe , it makes me much happier then ?.

if oneday, we are apart .

memories then will left behind &in my heart -