i'm back. w/o any happiness. flying back makes me feel lots of regretting. when i'm back, lots thing happen. ii just dont know how to explain. tot aftr flying back can spent time tgt &high ard with ur, but ii just cant do it anymore. ii dont know what to do. ii wanna have a true friend by my side. but nth appears. it feel better when i'm at thailand. if ii didn't fly, this days wont come. but who knows ...... I have enuff. ii dont know what to do. taking me for granted make me feels so fk sad. I treasure the relationship but ii ended being used. ii drop tears cause what happen. ii need some one who real understand me. but ii can go on with my life w/o UR*. ii dont know what to do laa !. shld ii ?. shld not ?.

i miss him &i miss alllllllll the ppl over there )))=